motivation

I'm a chubby person and it's not so much that I don't like being chubby but that it is inconvenient for the things I want to do and be. So I'm going to try to get into shape and maybe lose some weight.
Step 1: get a cheap treadmill, fit it into my room, or somewhere in the house. If I am going to joj this weight off then I don't want to do it in public. Check craigslist and yardsales and ebay for treadmills or run-y machine.
Step 2: Stop eating so much candy and junk food. Apples and carrots=very nice. Salads=not so nice, but tolerable if they have Thousand Island dressing. It tastes like fry sauce.
Step 3: Motivation. Or I'll get lazy and forget I want to do this. One of the big ones is the Cat Tales Zoo School in Mead, Washington. I want to go there and become an animal trainer, but to become and animal trainer (LION TAMER) I need to be in shape. Another is these dresses at http://www.sweetrococo.com/project/index/jumper?page=1 Lolita dresses, like the Japanese fashion. They're pretty and cute and girly and the last thing I'd ever want. Which is, of course, why I want one. At this point, I couldn't wear one, but if I lost some weight and became less chunky, I would it a heartbeat. And if they weren't 100+ dollars. Aw, man. Well. I'll try.